Time To Bring Out My Inner Child.

So I redesigned the blog.

And it looks like a five year old's bedroom.

Perfect.

Just what the doctor ordered.

I don't want to grow up.

No more black and white.

BLAAHHHH.

I want to be little again.

I want to be so unbelievably immature.

Without a care in the world.

So.

My blog now looks like I'm kindergartener rading the internet.

And I love it.

Finally, Someone Who Understands.

So I found this video.

And lets just say,

It made me cry.

Bawl.

To be precise.

It's my life.

Almost to the exact.

But.

A few clarifications.

I am little miss Bella.

Edward is my long lost Elder.

And Jacob... He is... Well... You fill in the pieces.

Please, if you have nothing else to do this fine summer day, watch this video.

Even if you are the biggest Twihard,
you will be dazzled by the videography.
It's astounding.

Click the box so the actual YouTube page pops up.
And watch it in full screen.
You'll see what I'm talking about.
Sigh...

I am stuck.

I am in the place where she is trying to fill that aching hole.

And it's impossible.

Without him.

Oh, and if you have a little extra time,

Watch this one.

Another good visual of my heart at the current moment.

Yes.

I am a little obsessed.

Always have been.

Always will be.

Edward forever.