Thursday, October 13, 2011

Well, This Sucks.

I have forgotten how to laugh.
Truly laugh.
I can't remember the last time I felt complete bliss.
I blame it all on...
Being overwhelmed.
Being torn.
And broken.
Somewhere in the midst of all that crap,
I have forgotten how to laugh.

I miss my carefree self.
I miss the days of recklessness,
where none of the rules applied to me.
I was living high school to the fullest.
I miss it.
Because now...
I'm hard.
I don't smile unless its expected of me.

I don't know how to change.
I want to learn to giggle again.
Be out of control.
Because as of right now...
I don't know how to get back to that.

If you could,
include me in your prayers.
I need all the help I can get right now.

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