Thursday, May 31, 2012

Real Life.

All I can say is,
I never thought I would feel this way again.
I thought my missionary was the only one.
But oh boy.
Was I wrong.

Every morning, I have to wake up and pinch myself.
This isn't real life.
He is everything I could ever wish for.

My family loves him.
Like... Really.
Probably more than I do.
But I'm kind of being serious.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

What. What? Graduate?

Today was the big day.

Ready or not,

It had arrived.

I am officially a graduate from American Fork High School!!

It still hasn't hit me.
I feel like on Monday, I will roam those dear old halls once more.
They will welcome me the sound of sophomores screaming and teachers preaching.

High School were the best years of my life.
I have never had so much fun.

As a little sophomore,
dating all the older boys.
They loved me.
I fancied them.
Sneaking out every night and it didn't matter if I was immature.
I did whatever I wanted.
One of the best years of my life.

Then came junior year,
I fell in love.
I met my missionary.
I have never been so happy.
Then he left.
And I was depressed.
There was the christmas assembly and all that came with that.
Junior year I changed.
I can't explain it.
I wanted more than the bubble life I was living.
I began to notice people I had never noticed before.
And when I made Student Council, my whole world got turned around.
For the better.

Finally, I became a senior.
I have been top dog.
To be quite honest, I got away with murder.
It was fantastic.
Between being an SBO, Dance Company Member, and belonging to two very different friend groups,
Lets say, I have grown.
I have loved my senior year.

And now...

I'm done.
I'm finished.


I feel so relieved.
And free.

Dear world,
Here I come.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

I've Realized.

Goodbyes are so hard. 
How can something this tough, be right?
My heart is aching.
I'm bad at this.
He's been my best friend since 2009.
But I have got to let him go.
I love you forever.
I hope you know that.
And I always will.

Strawberry. :)

Monday, May 21, 2012