Never Give Up.

Heavenly Father knows his children.

He answers prayers in ways you can't even imagine.

I'm so lucky.

He answered mine.

I went back tonight.

Back to where our love existed.

Back to where everything was perfect.

Where he told me he loved me.

Where Taylor Swift became a reality.

In his words:

"Sometimes I lay down at night, 

and I think about you.

How good my life used to be.

But you know what?

It will be that much better when I come home."

That's my hope.

That's what I hold onto.

I went with my besty.

She knows how to carry me.

She knows what to say.

And tonight...

Revelation came through her.

What I needed to hear,

She spoke so clearly with tear in her eyes.

And it hit me like a bag of bricks.

Because I can't give up.

I never will.

Not until my very last breathe will I ever give up.